Goodbyes

I have been struggling this week with health concerns and a variety of personal issues. My husband told me to have faith because he does. He apparently has faith in everything. I held back laughter, rude, yes I know. I'll post my feelings on that later. So after he left I thought I'd say a prayer. I received an answer immediately. I don't think I've ever received an answer so quickly. At that precise moment a dear friend and her family dropped by to say goodbye. I thought they had already left. In fact, I was thinking about them only an hour earlier and thinking I needed to send her a text to tell get how much I was going to miss them.

This was a great and unexpected answer to something I didn't know I was even searching for until I pondered on it. I know where my faith lies and as much as it hurts to say this, it does not lie with my husband. Yes I love him but I don't believe love is enough.

My faith lies in something I cannot see but believe in with all my heart. I have hope. I have love.

Tonight I have said goodbye to a friend that means the world to me. Even though she has only moved across the country, I can only hope and pray that I can see them again, on earth.

I have also reflected on my life and I have to say goodbye to a part of me as well. It is in order to change my life for the positive. I'm truly grateful for answers to my prayers!